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note to crazy long lost relatives:
DO NOT CALL ME AT WORK. DO NOT CALL REPEATEDLY. DO NOT USE YOUR CHILDREN TO TRY TO GUILT ME INTO TALKING TO YOU.
thanks for ruining my day.
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[27 May 2006|10:50pm] |
how is it possible that the ave flooded?
its a street that slopes no matter which way you look at it.
long story short: waiting for a bus for an hour in a downpour fucking sucks ass.
i was drenched from the time i left the store til i got into my building.
gah, and margaret gets to go to sasquatch for free. wtf.
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[20 Apr 2006|10:38pm] |
So two days ago my favorite customer passed away.
that sucks. Her and her husband would come in every tuesday and buy a non-sweetened apple pie.
She was like the sweetest old lady ever.
anyway im almost done cleaning and packing and tomorrow night is my last night in this apartment.
im really happy about moving and stuff...
i dont really know what to do with all of these aprons i have though.
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[13 Apr 2006|12:17pm] |
yayayayayayayayayay.
I'm hopefully going to sign the lease tomorrow!
I also have and interview at the u-village qfc. I got a call from their bakery manager the other day and i guess they are "very interested in hiring me"
i guess we will see.
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[18 Mar 2006|11:27pm] |
so i decided to clean my apartment when i got home from work...
while throwing away random scaps of paper i came across my rebate for my laptop.
long story short, YAY A FINANCIAL BREATHER WOOO!
moral of the story: keep your house clean.
(i didnt touch my dishes though)
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[18 Mar 2006|01:05pm] |
its been a long 48 hours or so.
im almost positive i am gonna stay home tomorrow.
i need to catch up on some sleep.
the good news is i did turn in an application to the university book store.
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[16 Mar 2006|12:10pm] |
Tomorrow I'm off to the university book store and (haha)rite-aid.
why is it I am excited to get a day off just so i can look for a new job? For some reason though, work has been ok lately...
Quitting time is fast approaching. How fast though?
The good news is with this paycheck I can finally pay off my debt to the goddamned electric company.
after this the only thing i will really need to pay off is myh laptop.
Well, anyways...i will be seeing the only people i see anymore outside of work tomorrow.
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[14 Mar 2006|02:02am] |
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I want to be creative.
I dont want to be another grocery/bakery drone.
I am looking for jobs in the u-district and Ty and I have been talking about finding apartments.
My mom has two daughters, and apparently has never heard of background checks or private investigators.
just the other week i was looking into her public records and everything....and BOOM she tries to get back into my life. I dont think i can handle that. I dont think I want to handle that.
Why is life so weird and what is with unexpected things like this? Life could be a TV show. sometimes it wouldnt get good ratings but that always happens.
long story short: watch veronica mars on wednesday at 9pm.
PS what is up with old friends not wanting to communicate with me. i REALLY want to know. but ya know, the whole non communication thing makes it hard for me to know why I'm not cool enough or if im too annoying to be your friend.
night.
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[12 Mar 2006|02:00pm] |
so after 3 days/nights of little sleep i finally got a decent nights sleep. the only problem now is since i went to be so early everyone else is still asleep. its two in the afternoon on a sunday and i am sitting in a below ground apartment stealing wireless and typing a livejournal entry.
on a completely annoying note. after 12 years of completely no contact my mom decides she wants to talk with me. wtf? and she lives in WYOMING. fuck that. some of you may think i should talk to her but you just dont get the situation. I'm not going to talk to her, and truth is i probably couldnt even muster up the courage TO talk to her.
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[11 Mar 2006|05:22pm] |
the past two work days have actually been quite enjoyable. i actually, really like the day shift. it keeps me so busy and i dont have to deal with as many idiot teenagers.
Until 3 pm that is but that doesnt matter because i get off at 4. Im so much better at production work now. i finished at least and hour and a half ahead of time that past 2 days. That leaves me time to do extra crap and actually help out the closer by starting their stuff.
I did however get in trouble for not shaving but not that much.
And then john, julie, and i talked about the vera and the u-district at lunch. older people are sort of interesting sometimes.
I'm heading out actually pretty soon and will be up there til monday morning (the u-district that is)
A crazy ass cool nihonjin lady is giving me a ride. we will talk about pokemon, and listen to neutral milk hotel am i right? of course i am.
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[10 Mar 2006|06:57am] |
Today marks the first day out of two of Julio-fest.
I really hate working with that guy and this morning is going to be especially bad i know it. Today is his first day back from vacation and i had to close last night.
I also work tomorrow morning.
this rules.
lets hope i dont come away from it with a stab wound.
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[07 Mar 2006|12:24pm] |
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I have been spending a lot of time in the u-district the past few weeks...
I had been up there for the past 3 days.
I really like it up there. The people, the atmosphere, the food (ha).
More and more it is starting to feel like home. I am starting to memorize walking routes and bus times. I cant wait for my lease to end and for me to get a new job. As soon as that happens i will be up there permanantly.
It is seriously just where i want to be. I am absolutely happy when i am there.
I will be home in august.
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[03 Mar 2006|02:03am] |
I am fucked
my financial situation is completely fucked.
i havent paid electric in 8 months.
i have paid my rent late (extremely) the past 3 months because i just dont make enough money anymore
i wont be able to pay rent til next thursday and that is mostly me being hopeful.
i have barely enough money for food.
my credit card is maxed out because i never have any money the week i pay rent...and im not exaggerating. i literally have NO money for that entire week. my bank account is either at zero or negative.
no one fucking cares. they just sit back and pretend to fret. im seriously screwed unless i somehow fall into a large amount of money.
People at work dont give a SHIT. they cut my hours without any hesitation. they dont care that i stay awake all night most nights and worry. they dont care that i constantly feel sick because i know im fucked.
People outside work mostly dont KNOW what its like. most people outside of work only care about thmselves and their cushy situations with their parents or the mystical magical creature known as a roommate.
I do not see myself getting out of debt for a long fucking time and that sucks.
why the fuck do i make public posts? i dont affect any of you enough for you to be sympathetic let alone care.
goodbye.
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[02 Mar 2006|12:58am] |
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i like how livejournal is an excuse for people who dont really know anything about their friends to believe they have a bit of insight on others lives.
high school is over, post high school antics are over. quit trying to proove that you keep in touch with people you really dont give a shit about.
I'm really cynical because no one else is. Everyone always say quit looking at the negative. ok
Positive:
i am alive
i am in somewhat good health.
i have a roof over my head (barely)
there we go.
I'm not angry..at all. i am realistic. i dont try to pretend everything is A-ok. i dont base my entire life around one activity. i am not so cynical, i can see the big picutre. life is hard....its supposed to be.
maybe im just jealous.
maybe i look into things too much
i dont care. i have my opinions and if you dont care for me because i have an opinion...then you need to learn to not be a dumbass.
I am sick of image. FUCK MUSIC. i said it. FUCK CLIQUES. fuck elitists.
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[26 Feb 2006|09:55pm] |
The show at the vera was fun.
the lights were kinda annoying me but all in all it was way fun and im definitely gonna do more shows.
On an unrelated, less savory note: I hate people who lie and people who are fake. I hate people that dont act like themselves and i hate people who make up excuses.
fuck off to everyone except for maybe 5 of you.
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[25 Feb 2006|12:13pm] |
yesterday was strange.
screwing off at work and cooking sausages in the butcher block, followed by myself and 3 others just sitting in the back of the bakery eating and bullshitting.
THEN after work chillin in miguels car with him and jamie...kickin back a few.
Then staying up all night on a theiving adventure in seattle.
It was fun and different and i havent had an excuse to fall asleep at 7 am in a long time.
Now i have to shower and catch the bus to seattle to do my first show at the vera.
my head hurts.
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[24 Feb 2006|12:56am] |
how is it that i feel horrible about things that dont even affect me. i feel a deep seeded sadness for others...and an appreciation for what i dont have, for what i could have, and for what i want. Sitting , staring, thinking about what could have been if someone or something far off had done something or not done something. It seems omens are everywhere...accidental or purposefully put there. chaos scares me.
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And i hate seeing people who are completely happy about being a racist redneck asshole.
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[22 Feb 2006|01:46am] |
why doesnt anyone want to do activities with me on a regular basis? do i just annoy people that uch? i mean, i can coax people into doing things once and a while but any more than that is a definite no go.
Maybe i wouldnt be so socially awkard these days if i knew people who wanted to spend more than 2 hours once or twice a week with me.
I have always been pretty lame.
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[21 Feb 2006|01:07pm] |
dude, wtf.
tom hanks and audrey tautou in the same movie?
what is the world coming to? I'm gonna go see it anyway because shes one of europes finest ladies.
but, tom hanks?
he should go back to making movies with meg ryan and be done with it.
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